A Snowy Saturday

Last night was the Spanish party put on by all the Spanish exchange students here. It was a carnival party, as in Spain the week before lent they have carnival parties where everyone dresses up, and it was so much fun. I reunited with my old friend red wine and danced and ate chorizo and made it to bed around 5. So, if last night was at all indicative of what Spain and Portugal will be like I'm very excited!!

I've been planing all my trips while I'm here! The last 5 weeks I've spent mostly in Orebro, but every week in march I'm going somewhere, starting next week! Gothenburg, Oslo, Vienna, Copenhagen, Stockholm (for the spring!) and then April 1st I'm off to Barcelona to start my southern exploration! I'm going to make my way from Barcelona to Madrid, Granada, Toledo, Sevilla and then Lisbon; with lots of day trips to beaches and vineyards all along the way. Needless to say I'm very excited, but also a little sad how fast this trip is going. It seems unreal that I'm already half-way through! Everything has just been so great that while I miss the people at home, I'm not sure I ever want this all to end!

I'm feeling a little out of sorts today, which is hard when I'm not at home and probably also caused a little by the same problem. I dont know...I just am feeling this weight on me that I need to figure out who I am, discover new things about myself and become more sure of what I do know about myself while I'm here. I just feel that I have all this down time and time to reflect and as if I should be figuring things out about myself, as tacky as it may sound. I dont know, i dont know what I'm trying to explain really even, I'm just feeling a little turned upside down today. 

xo